To Build A Fire
Jack London
Day had broken cold and gray, exceedingly cold and gray, when the man turned
aside from the main Yukon trail and climbed the high earth bank, where a dim and
little-traveled trail led eastward through the fat spruce timberland. It was a
steep bank, and he paused for breath at the top, excusing the act to himself by
looking at his watch. It was nine o’clock. There was no sun or hint of sun,
though there was not a cloud in the sky. It was a clear day, and yet there
seemed an intangible pall over the face of things, a subtle gloom that made the
day dark, and that was due to the absence of sun. This fact did not worry the
man. He was used to the lack of sun. It had been days since he had seen the sun,
and he knew that a few more days must pass before that cheerful orb, due south,
would just peep above the skyline and dip immediately from view.
The man flung a look back along the way he had come. The Yukon lay a mile wide
and hidden under three feet of ice. On top of this ice were as many feet of
snow. It was all pure white, rolling in gentle undulations where the ice jams of
the freeze-up had formed. North and south, as far as his eye could see, it was
unbroken white, save for a dark hairline that curved and twisted from around the
spruce-covered island to the south, and that curved and twisted away into the
north, where it disappeared behind another spruce-covered island. This dark
hairline was the trail—the main trail—that led south five hundred miles to the
Chilkoot Pass, Dyea, and salt water; and that led north seventy miles to Dawson,
and still on to the north a thousand miles to Nulato, and finally to St. Michael
on the Bering Sea, a thousand miles and half a thousand more.
But all this—the mysterious, far-reaching hairline trail, the absence of sun
from the sky, the tremendous cold, and the strangeness and weirdness of it
all—made no impression on the man. It was not because he was long used to it. He
was a newcomer in the land, a cheechako, and this was his first winter. The
trouble with him was that he was without imagination. He was quick and alert in
the things of life, but only in the things, and not in the significances. Fifty
degrees below zero meant eighty-odd degrees of frost. Such fact impressed him as
being cold and uncomfortable, and that was all. It did not lead him to meditate
upon his frailty as a creature of temperature, and upon man’s frailty in
general, able only to live within certain narrow limits of heat and cold, and
from there on it did not lead him to the conjectural field of immortality and
man’s place in the universe. Fifty degrees below zero stood for a bite of frost
that hurt and that must be guarded against by the use of mittens, earflaps, warm
moccasins, and thick socks. Fifty degrees below zero was to him just precisely
fifty degrees below zero. That there should be anything more to it than that was
a thought that never entered his head.
As he turned to go on, he spat speculatively. There was a sharp, explosive
crackle that startled him. He spat again. And again, in the air, before it could
fall to the snow, the spittle crackled. He knew that at fifty below, spittle
crackled on the snow, but this spittle had crackled in the air. Undoubtedly it
was colder than fifty below—how much colder he did not know. But the temperature
did not matter. He was bound for the old claim on the left fork of Henderson
Creek, where the boys were already. They had come over across the divide from
the Indian Creek country, while he had come the roundabout way to take a look at
the possibilities of getting out logs in the spring from the islands in the
Yukon. He would be into camp by six o’clock; a bit after dark, it was true, but
the boys would be there, a fire would be going, and a hot supper would be ready.
As for lunch, he pressed his hand against the protruding bundle under his
jacket. It was also under his shirt, wrapped up in a handkerchief and lying
against the naked skin. It was the only way to keep the biscuits from freezing.
He smiled agreeably to himself as he thought of those biscuits, each cut open
and sopped in bacon grease, and each enclosing a generous slice of fried bacon.
He plunged in among the big spruce trees. The trail was faint. A foot of snow
had fallen since the last sled had passed over, and he was glad he was without a
sled, traveling light. In fact, he carried nothing but the lunch wrapped in the
handkerchief. He was surprised, however, at the cold. It certainly was cold, he
concluded, as he rubbed his numb nose and cheekbones with his mittened hand. He
was a warm-whiskered man, but the hair on his face did not protect the high
cheekbones and the eager nose that thrust itself aggressively into the frosty
air.
At the man’s heels trotted a dog, a big native husky, the proper wolf dog,
gray-coated and without any visible or temperamental difference from its
brother, the wild wolf. The animal was depressed by the tremendous cold. It knew
that it was no time for traveling. Its instinct told it a truer tale than was
told to the man by the man’s judgment. In reality, it was not merely colder than
fifty below zero; it was colder than sixty below, than seventy below. It was
seventy-five below zero. Since the freezing point is thirty-two above zero, it
meant that one hundred and seven degrees of frost obtained. The dog did not know
anything about thermometers. Possibly in its brain there was no sharp
consciousness of a condition of very cold such as was in the man’s brain. But
the brute had its instinct. It experienced a vague but menacing apprehension
that subdued it and made it slink along at the man’s heels, and that made it
question eagerly every unwonted movement of the man, as if expecting him to go
into camp or to seek shelter somewhere and build a fire. The dog had learned
fire, and it wanted fire, or else to burrow under the snow and cuddle its warmth
away from the air.
The frozen moisture of its breathing had settled on its fur in a fine powder of
frost, and especially were its jowls, muzzle, and eyelashes whitened by its
crystaled breath. The man’s red beard and moustache were likewise frosted, but
more solidly, the deposit taking the form of ice and increasing with every warm,
moist breath he exhaled. Also, the man was chewing tobacco, and the muzzle of
ice held his lips so rigidly that he was unable to clear his chin when he
expelled the juice. The result was that a crystal beard of the color and
solidity of amber was increasing its length on his chin. If he fell down it
would shatter itself, like glass, into brittle fragments. But he did not mind
the appendage. It was the penalty all tobacco chewers paid in that country, and
he had been out before in two cold snaps. They had not been so cold as this, he
knew, but by the spirit thermometer at Sixty Mile he knew they had been
registered at fifty below and at fifty-five.
He held on through the level stretch of woods for several miles, crossed a wide
flat, and dropped down a bank to the frozen bed of a small stream. This was
Henderson Creek, and he knew he was ten miles from the forks. He looked at his
watch. It was ten o’clock. He was making four miles an hour, and he calculated
that he would arrive at the forks at half past twelve. He decided to celebrate
that event by eating his lunch there.
The dog dropped in again at his heels, with a tail drooping discouragement, as
the man swung along the creek bed. The furrow of the old sled trail was plainly
visible, but a dozen inches of snow covered the marks of the last runners. In a
month no man had come up or down that silent creek. The man held steadily on. He
was not much given to thinking, and just then particularly, he had nothing to
think about save that he would eat lunch at the forks and that at six o’clock he
would be in camp with the boys. There was nobody to talk to; and, had there
been, speech would have been impossible because of the ice muzzle on his mouth.
So he continued monotonously to chew tobacco and to increase the length of his
amber beard.
Once in a while the thought reiterated itself that it was very cold and that he
had never experienced such cold. As he walked along he rubbed his cheekbones and
nose with the back of his mittened hand. He did this automatically, now and
again changing hands. But rub as he would, the instant he stopped his cheekbones
went numb, and the following instant the end of his nose went numb. He was sure
to frost his cheeks; he knew that, and experienced a pang of regret that he had
not devised a nose strap of the sort Bud wore in the cold snaps. Such a strap
passed across the cheeks, as well, and saved them. But it didn’t matter much,
after all. What were frosted cheeks? A bit painful, that was all; they were
never serious.
Empty as the man’s mind was of thought, he was keenly observant, and he noticed
the changes in the creek, the curves and bends and timber jams, and always he
sharply noted where he placed his feet. Once, coming around a bend, he shied
abruptly, like a startled horse, curved away from the place where he had been
walking, and retreated several paces back along the trail. The creek, he knew,
was frozen clear to the bottom—no creek could contain water in that arctic
winter—but he knew also that there were springs that bubbled out from the
hillsides and ran along under the snow and on top of the ice of the creek. He
knew that the coldest snaps never froze these springs, and he knew likewise
their danger. They were traps. They hid pools of water under the snow that might
be three inches deep, or three feet. Sometimes a skin of ice half an inch thick
covered them, and in turn was covered by the snow. Sometimes there were
alternate layers of water and ice skin, so that when one broke through he kept
on breaking through for a while, sometimes wetting himself to the waist.
That was why he had shied in such panic. He had felt the give under his feet and
heard the crackle of a snow-hidden ice skin. And to get his feet wet in such a
temperature meant trouble and danger. At the very least it meant delay, for he
would be forced to stop and build a fire, and under its protection to bare his
feet while he dried his socks and moccasins. He stood and studied the creek bed
and its banks, and decided that the flow of water came from the right. He
reflected awhile, rubbing his nose and cheeks, then skirted to the left,
stepping gingerly and testing the footing for each step. Once clear of the
danger, he took a fresh chew of tobacco and swung along at his four-mile gait.
In the course of the next two hours he came upon several similar traps. Usually
the snow above the hidden pools had a sunken, candied appearance that advertised
the danger. Once again, however, he had a close call; and once, suspecting
danger, he compelled the dog to go on in front. The dog did not want to go. It
hung back until the man shoved it forward, and then it went quickly across the
white, unbroken surface. Suddenly it broke through, floundered to one side, and
got away to firmer footing. It had wet its forefeet and legs, and almost
immediately the water that clung to it turned to ice. It made quick efforts to
lick the ice off its legs, then dropped down in the snow and began to bite out
the ice that had formed between the toes. This was a matter of instinct. To
permit the ice to remain would mean sore feet. It did not know this. It merely
obeyed the mysterious prompting that arose from the deep crypts5 of its being.
But the man knew, having achieved a judgment on the subject, and he removed the
mitten from his right hand and helped tear out the ice particles. He did not
expose his fingers more than a minute, and was astonished at the swift numbness
that smote6 them. It certainly was cold. He pulled on the mitten hastily, and
beat the hand savagely across his chest.
At twelve o’clock the day was at its brightest. Yet the sun was too far south on
its winter journey to clear the horizon. The bulge of the earth intervened
between it and Henderson Creek, where the man walked under a clear sky at noon
and cast no shadow. At half past twelve, to the minute, he arrived at the forks
of the creek. He was pleased at the speed he had made. If he kept it up, he
would certainly be with the boys by six. He unbuttoned his jacket and shirt and
drew forth his lunch. The action consumed no more than a quarter of a minute,
yet in that brief moment the numbness laid hold of the exposed fingers. He did
not put the mitten on, but instead struck the fingers a dozen sharp smashes
against his leg. Then he sat down on a snow-covered log to eat. The sting that
followed upon the striking of his fingers against his leg ceased so quickly that
he was startled. He had had no chance to take a bite of biscuit. He struck the
fingers repeatedly and returned them to the mitten, baring the other hand for
the purpose of eating. He tried to take a mouthful, but the ice muzzle
prevented. He had forgotten to build a fire and thaw out. He chuckled at his
foolishness, and as he chuckled he noted the numbness creeping into the exposed
fingers. Also, he noted that the stinging which had first come to his toes when
he sat down was already passing away. He wondered whether the toes were warm or
numb. He moved them inside the moccasins and decided that they were numb.
He pulled the mitten on hurriedly and stood up. He was a bit frightened. He
stamped up and down until the stinging returned into the feet. It certainly was
cold, was his thought. That man from Sulfur Creek had spoken the truth when
telling how cold it sometimes got in the country. And he had laughed at him at
the time! That showed one must not be too sure of things. There was no mistake
about it, it was cold. He strode up and down, stamping his feet and threshing
his arms, until reassured by the returning warmth. Then he got out matches and
proceeded to make a fire. From the undergrowth, where high water of the previous
spring had lodged a supply of seasoned twigs, he got his firewood. Working
carefully from a small beginning, he soon had a roaring fire, over which he
thawed the ice from his face and in the protection of which he ate his biscuits.
For the moment the cold of space was outwitted. The dog took satisfaction in the
fire, stretching out close enough for warmth and far enough away to escape being
singed.
When the man had finished, he filled his pipe and took his comfortable time over
a smoke. Then he pulled on his mittens, settled the earflaps of his cap firmly
about his ears, and took the creek trail up the left fork. The dog was
disappointed and yearned back toward the fire. This man did not know cold.
Possibly all the generations of his ancestry had been ignorant of cold, of real
cold, of cold one hundred and seven degrees below freezing point. But the dog
knew; all its ancestry knew, and it had inherited the knowledge. And it knew
that it was not good to walk abroad in such fearful cold. It was the time to lie
snug in a hole in the snow and wait for a curtain of cloud to be drawn across
the face of outer space whence this cold came. On the other hand, there was no
keen intimacy between the dog and the man. The one was the toil slave of the
other, and the only caresses it had ever received were the caresses of the
whiplash and of harsh and menacing throat sounds that threatened the whiplash.
So the dog made no effort to communicate its apprehension to the man. It was not
concerned in the welfare of the man; it was for its own sake that it yearned
back toward the fire. But the man whistled, and spoke to it with the sound of
whiplashes, and the dog swung in at the man’s heels and followed after.
The man took a chew of tobacco and proceeded to start a new amber beard. Also,
his moist breath quickly powdered with white his moustache, eyebrows, and
lashes. There did not seem to be so many springs on the left fork of the
Henderson, and for half an hour the man saw no signs of any. And then it
happened. At a place where there were no signs, where the soft, unbroken snow
seemed to advertise solidity beneath, the man broke through. It was not deep. He
wet himself halfway to the knees before he floundered out to the firm crust.
He was angry, and cursed his luck aloud. He had hoped to get into camp with the
boys at six o’clock, and this would delay him an hour, for he would have to
build a fire and dry out his footgear. This was imperative at that low
temperature—he knew that much; and he turned aside to the bank, which he
climbed. On top, tangled in the underbrush about the trunks of several small
spruce trees, was a high-water deposit of dry firewood—sticks and twigs,
principally, but also larger portions of seasoned branches and fine, dry, last
year’s grasses. He threw down several large pieces on top of the snow. This
served for a foundation and prevented the young flame from drowning itself in
the snow it otherwise would melt. The flame he got by touching a match to a
small shred of birch bark that he took from his pocket. This burned even more
readily than paper. Placing it on the foundation, he fed the young flame with
wisps of dry grass and with the tiniest dry twigs.
He worked slowly and carefully, keenly aware of his danger. Gradually, as the
flame grew stronger, he increased the size of the twigs with which he fed it. He
squatted in the snow, pulling the twigs out from their entanglement in the brush
and feeding directly to the flame. He knew there must be no failure. When it is
seventy-five below zero, a man must not fail in his first attempt to build a
fire—that is, if his feet are wet. If his feet are dry, and he fails, he can run
along the trail for a half a mile and restore his circulation. But the
circulation of wet and freezing feet cannot be restored by running when it is
seventy-five below. No matter how fast he runs, the wet feet will freeze the
harder.
All this the man knew. The old-timer on Sulfur Creek had told him about it the
previous fall, and now he was appreciating the advice. Already all sensation had
gone out of his feet. To build the fire, he had been forced to remove his
mittens, and the fingers had quickly gone numb. His pace of four miles an hour
had kept his heart pumping blood to the surface of his body and to all the
extremities. But the instant he stopped, the action of the pump eased down. The
cold of space smote the unprotected tip of the planet, and he, being on that
unprotected tip, received the full force of the blow. The blood of his body
recoiled before it. The blood was alive, like the dog, and like the dog it
wanted to hide away and cover itself up from the fearful cold. So long as he
walked four miles an hour, he pumped that blood, willy-nilly, to the surface;
but now it ebbed away and sank down into the recesses of his body. The
extremities were the first to feel its absence. His wet feet froze the faster,
and his exposed fingers numbed the faster, though they had not yet begun to
freeze. Nose and cheeks were already freezing, while the skin of all his body
chilled as it lost its blood.
But he was safe. Toes and nose and cheeks would be only touched by the frost,
for the fire was beginning to burn with strength. He was feeding it twigs the
size of his finger. In another minute he would be able to feed it with branches
the size of his wrist, and then he could remove his wet footgear, and, while it
dried, he could keep his naked feet warm by the fire, rubbing them at first, of
course, with snow. The fire was a success. He was safe. He remembered the advice
of the old-timer on Sulfur Creek, and smiled. The old-timer had been very
serious in laying down the law that no man must travel alone in the Klondike
after fifty below. Well, here he was; he had had the accident; he was alone; and
he had saved himself. Those old-timers were rather womanish, some of them, he
thought. All a man had to do was to keep his head and he was all right. Any man
who was a man could travel alone. But it was surprising, the rapidity with which
his cheeks and nose were freezing. And he had not thought his fingers could go
lifeless in so short a time. Lifeless they were, for he could scarcely make them
move together to grip a twig, and they seemed remote from his body and from him.
When he touched a twig, he had to look and see whether or not he had hold of it.
The wires were pretty well down between him and his finger ends.